Random Posts for the day

Right before Thanksgiving, I took the time to tell a few people how much things that they had done for me made me appreciative of them. So many people helped me before Corey came along and I am so greteful for it. Now that isn't to say that people don't help now. It's just to say that my husband is very hell bent on taking care of me and our family. Its just been a rough time the last week or so. Disability has taken its toll on my emotionally. Now I am not completely jacked up. I can still walk around some but it is just so hard to not be able to run and chase after my very crazy child. I know that without Corey, my mom, bro and sis things would be so much harder. Just trying to be appreciative today because it has been a hard last few days for me. Just trying to keep all my blessings in the front of my mind and the my perceived shortcomings in the back of my mind. I am at a point in my life where I am trying to right any wrongs, and trying to make sure that the people that I have had in my life know that they presence was appreciated and i am grateful for them.

Why is it that every person can look back at a relationship and see how terrible a person was for them but they couldn't see it when they were with them. Relationships are fickle things. Remembering back, I can see just how much of an idiot I was. I allowed someone who meant me no good to control my life. That is my fault though. People need to realize that you teach people how to treat you. So I taught people that I was not important. During this holiday season, it is a good time to let people who don't mean you well go.